all day wishing for some kind of contact.
like sitting, staring at the computer is going to fix that
(thank you to sage for calling,
it was wonderful to hear someone's voice).
i always put this energy into getting excited about stuff i want to do,
or say i'm going to do.
and then i realize it might never happen.
i feel like i'm the only one.
staring at the door,
expecting you to walk right in.
it all fills up only to come crashing down
to the disapointment of realizing
you're not even in my town.